Man, what a fucking week! I swear, if it's not one thing it's another. I had every intention of doing great with my diet this week but have failed miserably. I have been doing well without having Pepsi but I got a mocha yesterday afternoon because I was literally falling asleep at my desk. Now that I think about it, a can of Pepsi would have been fewer calories :/ But, if I got a can of Pepsi I'd be back where I started at the beginning of the week fighting my Pepsi addiction. I also ordered pizza for dinner last night because I didn't have time to cook. I can literally come up with every excuse in the book as to why cheating on my diet is OK. I am so exhausted mentally and physically that I just don't have the willpower right now. We literally have something going on everyday in June, it is by far the busiest time of the year for us. I am going to force myself to make time for ME and my diet, even if it's getting up early to prep my meals for the day. I'm going to take a step back from exercising and focus all of my energy on my diet. I am proud to say that Gentry and I did 8 minutes of Zumba last night before we needed a break. SCORE.
I'm so nervous to weigh in tomorrow! I hope I didn't gain anything and just stayed the same :( THIS is why I should stick to my diet and not cheat!!
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